Sticky
I will succeed!!!
As some of you will know, I had a bit of a meltdown this week with work. It's had a knock on effect and I've slipped from the plan a little. Not too bothered - I know I can fix anything from it etc.
But I've decided:
Enough is enough! Yes, work is poo atm and there are some things out of my control - and I might have to stay in my current role despite the fact I want to go for another role.
But I am not going to let it beat me. If there is one thing I am, it's a stubbourn and fiesty red head!
So, I am heading to work tomorrow feeling happy and positive. I'm going to work my backside off and put in longer hours to get things running as well as I can - if I have to stay I might as well make it easier for me eh?! Only this week and nothing mentally OTT. Just maybe 4-5 hours over the week (pretty much to finish catching up from the holiday week I had).
And regarding SW - I am going to get my sorry a*se back onto plan, like I usually am, and I'm going to get organgised again (been rubbish with food diary and planning this week).
I know I cannot change the world over night and I know things will take time to get back to 100% happy me.
But I've felt like pants all week for work reasons and as a result it bothered other things in my life and I woke this morning feeling glum and all 'oh no work tomorrowwwww'.
I have to work - and I will get back in control of it. And I won't let it ruin my weekends anymore. I've been unhappy for ages now and it's been creeping into my home life more and more - well - NO!!! Not anymore!
I might not be able to control when I can go for a new job - but I CAN control my own happiness.
So there! Grrr! I am gonna fight back and get my chirp back.
I bet I am not alone in having a rubbish week - and no doubt there are more of us with things that need sorting out.
So who is with me? Who is make this week a week of positive changes?
But I've decided:
Enough is enough! Yes, work is poo atm and there are some things out of my control - and I might have to stay in my current role despite the fact I want to go for another role.
But I am not going to let it beat me. If there is one thing I am, it's a stubbourn and fiesty red head!
So, I am heading to work tomorrow feeling happy and positive. I'm going to work my backside off and put in longer hours to get things running as well as I can - if I have to stay I might as well make it easier for me eh?! Only this week and nothing mentally OTT. Just maybe 4-5 hours over the week (pretty much to finish catching up from the holiday week I had).
And regarding SW - I am going to get my sorry a*se back onto plan, like I usually am, and I'm going to get organgised again (been rubbish with food diary and planning this week).
I know I cannot change the world over night and I know things will take time to get back to 100% happy me.
But I've felt like pants all week for work reasons and as a result it bothered other things in my life and I woke this morning feeling glum and all 'oh no work tomorrowwwww'.
I have to work - and I will get back in control of it. And I won't let it ruin my weekends anymore. I've been unhappy for ages now and it's been creeping into my home life more and more - well - NO!!! Not anymore!
I might not be able to control when I can go for a new job - but I CAN control my own happiness.
So there! Grrr! I am gonna fight back and get my chirp back.
I bet I am not alone in having a rubbish week - and no doubt there are more of us with things that need sorting out.
So who is with me? Who is make this week a week of positive changes?
Fallen off the wagon BIG time and need a kick up the bum.
