Hi everyone I am also starting my diary, I am sick of starting something and never finishing it. I was always slim until I gave up smoking 5 years ago, then I piled it on, done all the fad diets and slimming clubs but never got to goal. To be honest what ever I start lately I never complete and I am determined to change. I was never like this. I will be honest if things are going bad, so all you lovely guys and girls can give me a kick up the backside. I also what this for my husband he never married a fatty and he certainly didn't sign up for one. I want to walk holding his hand and make him and me feel proud. I also hate the lack of confidence, my friends always ask me to go out with them, I make excuses I'm embarrassed of the way I look. I do HATE myself at times and only I can change it, so here's to a new start and I will not give up.