Don't get me wrong - 5lbs in two weeks is great - I'm very happy with the actual numbers!
The reason I'm not happy with myself is that I know I didn't follow the plan properly. I started back two weeks ago, full of determination (but also a degree of apprehension, having failed before). Had a goodish first week (one wine related falling off the wagon, but mostly I stuck to it) and lost 4lbs. This week though, I have really lost the plot and, while I have mostly been good at meal times, I have on more than one occasion slipped back into bad habits (snacking, not keeping track of syns or writing stuff down, telling myself I start again tomorrow to justify that takeaway/extra bit of toast and butter/another glass of wine etc etc). Lord knows how I managed to shave off another lb - but very grateful that I did. I can't expect to be this lucky again though so need to get a grip on this thing if I want losses to continue.
Does anyone else feel like this - happy with the result in terms of losses, but frustrated with yourself because you know that actually you could have stuck to it a whole lot better? Just feel like the good loss is disguising the fact that I haven't really managed to shake bad habits and that I actually let myself down a bit. I want to make healthy changes and just don't feel I have done that this week, whatever the scales say.
Someone give me a good kick up the bum, please!!
Sorry - this probably comes across really moany - it is not meant to be, just struggling a bit because I have been here before and don't want this time to follow the pattern of previous recent weight-loss attempts.
The reason I'm not happy with myself is that I know I didn't follow the plan properly. I started back two weeks ago, full of determination (but also a degree of apprehension, having failed before). Had a goodish first week (one wine related falling off the wagon, but mostly I stuck to it) and lost 4lbs. This week though, I have really lost the plot and, while I have mostly been good at meal times, I have on more than one occasion slipped back into bad habits (snacking, not keeping track of syns or writing stuff down, telling myself I start again tomorrow to justify that takeaway/extra bit of toast and butter/another glass of wine etc etc). Lord knows how I managed to shave off another lb - but very grateful that I did. I can't expect to be this lucky again though so need to get a grip on this thing if I want losses to continue.
Does anyone else feel like this - happy with the result in terms of losses, but frustrated with yourself because you know that actually you could have stuck to it a whole lot better? Just feel like the good loss is disguising the fact that I haven't really managed to shake bad habits and that I actually let myself down a bit. I want to make healthy changes and just don't feel I have done that this week, whatever the scales say.
Someone give me a good kick up the bum, please!!
Sorry - this probably comes across really moany - it is not meant to be, just struggling a bit because I have been here before and don't want this time to follow the pattern of previous recent weight-loss attempts.