Yolande
Silver Member
So im finally starting a diary 3 weeks into my CD journey. Just had my 3rd WI and lost another 5lb so thats me 18lbs lighter than when i started!! Im 26 grew up in South Africa. I have struggled with my weight since my teens got bullied for being fat in high school when i was only a couple pounds heavier than other girls..met my first long term boyfriend moved to the UK with him at 17 as i could not handle the bullying anymore, he didnt like any other men looking at me he kind of controlled me i couldnt make friends felt lonely and started to find comfort in food i fell pregnant then found out my boyfriend had been cheating and 5 months in my pregnancy lost my baby it was the lowest point of my life with no friends around thanks to the bf i again found comfort in food and lost all my confidence. I moved away from him made amazing friends travelled the world but my addiction to getting comfort from food had got out of control leading me to expand to a whopping 20stone!!I am so unhappy with my weight but always having to be the bubbly girl so no one would see my pain thats when i thought NO i will not be this person anymore had a friend who got amazing results on CD she took me to her CDC and i started 3 weeks ago.. The first week was hell for me (i work at a caff so temptation ALL DAY LONG) but i am determined to tackle the biggest bully of my life FOOD!! I have had no cheating despite working with a spitefull girl who keeps putting me down and teasing me with food and another guy at work who says im starving myself and will pick it all up again!! This forum has been a life line to me these last 3 weeks with out all these remarkable people who know how it feels i could not have done it so i hope i will be able to motivate and spur others on their journey...
Sorry for rambling on but thats me in a nutshell and i still have a very long way to go but i say BRING IT ON.....
Sorry for rambling on but thats me in a nutshell and i still have a very long way to go but i say BRING IT ON.....