I am allowed 20 points a day, but today, I've had....33!!!
I have been fighting an urge to stuff my face for days, and today I finally gave in....BIG STYLE! I have not stopped eating all day!
I'm really angry at myself now and I know that come Wednesday (weigh day) I'm going to be kicking myself for this.
So, how am I going to deal with it?....well, tomorrow I am going to try and make up for as many of those points as I can. I know it's not how it should be done, but I need to make up for it somehow, and although it's not likely that I'll be able to make up for all 13 points I've gone over, I could at least go some way towards it.
For anyone who's thinking of cheating, my advice to you is DON'T DO IT!!!! I feel cr*p now, it's so wasn't worth it.
And as punishment to myself I'm not ordering any treat food on next weeks shopping. No low fat crisps, no low fat cookies, no low fat choc bars, no low fat cake...nothing! I am a very very naughty girl and I don't deserve nice things, lol.
I will make up for it, I promise, I want to be slim so I'm going to have to!
I wish you could buy will power from the supermarket, that would help me out a hell of a lot!
I have been fighting an urge to stuff my face for days, and today I finally gave in....BIG STYLE! I have not stopped eating all day!
I'm really angry at myself now and I know that come Wednesday (weigh day) I'm going to be kicking myself for this.
So, how am I going to deal with it?....well, tomorrow I am going to try and make up for as many of those points as I can. I know it's not how it should be done, but I need to make up for it somehow, and although it's not likely that I'll be able to make up for all 13 points I've gone over, I could at least go some way towards it.
For anyone who's thinking of cheating, my advice to you is DON'T DO IT!!!! I feel cr*p now, it's so wasn't worth it.
And as punishment to myself I'm not ordering any treat food on next weeks shopping. No low fat crisps, no low fat cookies, no low fat choc bars, no low fat cake...nothing! I am a very very naughty girl and I don't deserve nice things, lol.
I will make up for it, I promise, I want to be slim so I'm going to have to!
I wish you could buy will power from the supermarket, that would help me out a hell of a lot!