kirstyjade
Full Member
So basically as some of you will know iv been on and off CWP for the past year and ahalf i started at a massive 31stone 3lbs and am still massive with only getting down to 28stone 5 as of now, and i cant keep going on like this so iv been reffered for gastric bypass surgery and have my 1st consultation on the 4th of sept and in these 11 days i need to lose at least 21 pound which i think is very doable if i stick to it but i just dnt seem to have the willpower i keep thinking its only 11 days but it does'nt seem to work and if i dnt lose anymore weight then i will be put to the bottom of the waiting list and it will be about a years wait for surgery but if i show that iv tried and lost a decent amount then they will put me nearer to the top of the list.... Why cant i do it its only 11 days im such a failure at everything i do