Rejoined going to be a long slog a head

[maxine uk]

Well I'm back
Feeling like a huge failure , really don't know what I was thinking letting my weight get completely out of control. In fact I don't think I was thinking at all :-( ..
The uncomfortable issues the rolls and rolls of wobbly fat hanging all over, having issues with even wiping my butt ( sorry graphic) not wanting my husband of over 40 years to touch me or get near me .. Issues with getting out of bed and not wanting to go out .
Was watching that Dr nowzaden programme of 600lb life and that was me not weighing as high as that but the daily issues I could see them in me .. So time to get control back and start living everyday I'm 60 in march and seriously need to get my mojo running even if i can't yet ...
Come and say hi

 

[CraftySam]

Hugs xxxx

You're here now and I've just stuck you here with superglue so you aren't getting away

 

[AliGal]

Hi Maxine. I didn't see your post. How's it going?

 

[Ayirela]

Hi Maxine,

You can do this, just use all the things that fuel your anger/sadness and turn it into motivation.

I hate seeing myself in mirrors and when I I make faces at myself, lol. However, now I am trying to use it for motivation.

You got this!