Thought i would start my own diary as it seems to keep everyone on track!! I am starting Shake that weight today Been on a total 'eat what i want' this week, as knew i was starting! So feel terrible now, but wow am i ready for this! I actually had butterflies last night with excitement of losing weight and feeling normal! At my current weight I suffer alot with my back, in fact i feel old! really old! It all just seems such an effort. I dont go out, as i dont want to be starred at by people. I noticed people had been making some goals, so thought i would do the same! My first goal is 2 stone off! I've had my first shake.......chocolate, wow they taste soooo nice! Off out today, so will buy some water bottles, aim to drink minimum of 2L per day this week, increasing it next week! Does it sound weird if i said Im nervous? I dont want to fail this! Im a 33 year old single parent, and i want a life, and losing weight is the only way i will have the confidence to go out there and have one, as sad as that may sound!]] So here we go then!