Ok so here I am, restarting a diary for the third time. I haven't really stuck to plan since before christmas now. I'm at the heaviest weight I have ever been, 3.5 stone above my lowest and ideal weight. This is shocking me actually working this out and writing it down, but that's exactly the reason why I think a diary will help me. Facing up to reality, and being honest with myself. We have just bought our first house but it's somewhat of a building site. So we are staying at my parents house at the moment, have been for a few months. This doesn't help with food as they are not health conscious in the slightest - too much temptation around. But also, they don't have a full length mirror... On Thursday I was in the fitting rooms in new look, trying to squeeze myself into a size 12 top (haven't bought new clothes in a while so this was a wake up call in itself), when I gave up the fight I looked at myself in the mirror and was truly shocked... ...Here I am! Food diary will start today. I am working the late shift of 3 pm - 11 pm which is sometimes hard, but got to start somewhere, may as well be today!