Hey, Ive not been on here for yonks! Hope im still welcome . Ive been having an internal struggle with myself. Basically I hate being on a 'diet', I dont want to be told what I can and cant eat, I want to eat that chocolate bar and donut and huge takeaway curry as often as I want without putting on weight. Well I have put this to the test and unfortunately for me it doesnt work, lol! So I have to accept that I cant eat what I want when I want, but I can have them in moderation (they will taste better that way). Also I am mad at myself for messing around for so long. I would of lost more weight by now. You know when you see everyone else losing and getting to target, I think ''how are they doing it''? Simple, THEY STICK TO THE PLAN, lol! Thats where im going wrong :sigh: Anyway I went to SW (ive not been for a few weeks) on tuesday and asked my SWC if I could start completely afresh with a newbook, new start weight, new club 10, everything, she said yes! So i am having a completely fresh start. So what i'm trying to say for the umpteenth time is, can I come back and can you boot me up the backside please?