Hi everyone, just wanted to share how happy I am. You all know I have tons and tons still to lose but this week on holiday I discovered how much of a difference just 4 stones make. I actually went for a walk lol, I know that isn't very exciting but I kind of felt like a normal person. Matt and I went childfree for a few days to celebrate our anniversary and last night on our final evening I told him I wanted to go for a walk along the beach. Just a few weeks ago I couldn't manage the walk to the end of my road. I still couldn't manage a very long walk but the difference was that I wanted to do it and was going to push myself as far as I could go. We spent a lovely hour or so sitting at the end of the pier thing having a cuddle and it was the first time I've felt normal for many years. The day before our friend took us for a wander around York, I haven't been into a town centre for years. I was exhausted by the time we got back to the car but I somehow managed! I just can't imagine how fun and exciting life will be once I am a normal weight.