Hi all, I know I don't offically start my CD until 7th Jan. So I hope no one minds. This will give me somewhere to put all my pondering. Like right now... been working since midnight... still 2 hours to go. I see my CDC on 6th in the afternoon/evening. I can't wait to actually get started on it. First thing I've felt this positive about in a very long time. I'm wondering how I'm going to last till about 10pm tonight on now sleep since New years eve after the bells... UGH! I do love my job though. Chat Master for online bingo sites. I meet lovely new people every day from all over the place. Can get quite attached to a few. 2nd of January... 2010 already... 23 in september.. where does the time go? I can remember being 8 and thinking old was OAP. And now I'm 8 years from it. The most scary part is, being ill from the age of 2. Arthritis after the spanish flu, finding out at 12 that I could be blind before I'm 30 and then kids. In the space of 10 years Uvitis has rid me of my right eye. And I've got 8 years to try and hold onto my left eye. Starting a treatment soon, anti-inflammatory that destroys my immune system that should help preserve my sight. But with that, brings other problems. But I'll face them head on when they arise, live everything I do. I can't kid it doesn't get me down. It does. But my motto is... no amount of crying will fix it, so why bother. HMMMM!