Starting.... for the 2nd time. THIS IS IT.

[jeveuxtarevanche]

I thank DilEmma for telling me she wrote a diary - so i will too.

Background:

Couple of years ago I did weight watchers, and it worked, I lost two and a half stone, and of course i though "I can do it at home". HA. boy was i wrong, I got married in May this year after swearing I wouldn't be a fat bride - and I was. I had planned to lose TONNES of weight for my wedding, but as usual, it came down to the fact I was too lazy and couldn't be bothered to even try properly, but I kept blaming my underactive tyroid problem..... nothing to do with the crap i was shoving down my throat of course.
Three months on, hitting scales at 17.11, I now have bad back problems and pain in my left foot, all caused by my weight. This is the heaviest I've ever been, and to be honest, i don't want to go anywhere, my sex drive is gone because I can't bear to let my husband see me naked. Three months in to marriage, that shouldn't happen. My brother is surprising his girlfriend with a proposal in two weeks, and i'll be damned if I'll be big for his wedding.

I'm not letting this take over my life anymore.

:superwoman:

 

[DilEmma]

Very trueful and inspiring! We can definately do it!!! Ive not had the proposal but I can always start slimming just incase haha!

 

[jeveuxtarevanche]

Exacto! I think i got too "comfortable" ya know? Do you wanna buddy up and help each other out? x

 

[DilEmma]

Yes that would be great thanks You might have to help me out for sure haha!

 

[jeveuxtarevanche]

think it'll be the other way around, love!
can't wait to do my shopping tomorrow, must bring my sw book with me

 

[DilEmma]

Yes definately take it haha! Or write down your favorite recipes so you can remember every ingredient

 

[porkscratching]

I thank DilEmma for telling me she wrote a diary - so i will too.

Background:

Couple of years ago I did weight watchers, and it worked, I lost two and a half stone, and of course i though "I can do it at home". HA. boy was i wrong, I got married in May this year after swearing I wouldn't be a fat bride - and I was. I had planned to lose TONNES of weight for my wedding, but as usual, it came down to the fact I was too lazy and couldn't be bothered to even try properly, but I kept blaming my underactive tyroid problem..... nothing to do with the crap i was shoving down my throat of course.
Three months on, hitting scales at 17.11, I now have bad back problems and pain in my left foot, all caused by my weight. This is the heaviest I've ever been, and to be honest, i don't want to go anywhere, my sex drive is gone because I can't bear to let my husband see me naked. Three months in to marriage, that shouldn't happen. My brother is surprising his girlfriend with a proposal in two weeks, and i'll be damned if I'll be big for his wedding.

I'm not letting this take over my life anymore.

:superwoman:

Great to see you full of decisive action - keep your motivation up and your focus and half the battle is won. I've my eye on a fitted rockabilly wiggle dress in a size 12/14 - I find setting myself real goals helps - so far 18 jeans, 18 dress and now down to 16 jeans (14 if I wear Dunnes ones - they have huge waistbands!) determined I'll get there eventually.
Good Luck - I'll keep watching to see how your doing ;-)

 

[jeveuxtarevanche]

thanks so much for the support - keep up the good work hun! little goals are the way to go - my family are coming home for Christmas so I wanna stun them a little x

 

[DilEmma]

How are you getting on so far?

em

 

[yummymummie83]

How you doing em? Did you lose anything this week? Xx

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[rainbow]

Just poppin in on a few people to say hello. I have my own diary and it helps (I know from experience!) xx