Well I didn't think my stress levels could get any higher but I did something VERY stupid yesterday. The lawyer rang and for some unknown reason I mentioned redundancy, and she said she couldn't sign off on the purchase if that was the case. I backtracked and said no all was well at work - but have had no sleep since then fretting about it. Why did I do it???? All she needs to do is email work and I am up a creek without a paddle.
OMG completion and getting the keys next Wednesday pm cannot come fast enough!
In the meantime I've applied for a helpline job at work, they really need people so unless they hate me (and I'm sure that's not the case), then I could have three months work, plus a PR retainer to do case studies, which should see me through. And decided to put my London flat back up for rent, I just can't carry the mortgage, service charge/ground rent for months. Whether I get a tenant or not is another matter. Also applied for a WFH call centre job, and a PR job which is very me but in Newcastle.
But one thing about stress - I don't eat much...