hi after enjoying reading your wonderful weight loss diarys Ive decided to take the plunge and start my own.
about me
im a mummy of 4, 3 boys of school age from 5 to 11,and a little girl of 23mths so as you can imagine my house is a mad house:devilangel: and temptation from the biscket cupboard is always there as well as the sweets and choc.
ive been with my oh for 14 yrs now,engaged for 12,and our is just an ordinary,if mad,household,we have a bearded dragon called victor,a kitten called nusiecence,and a staffie,sasha,whos as soft as a brush.
Ive become a bit of a joke amongst my family as Ive been trying and failing to lose my excess bagage now for the past 4 yrs,Ive tryed every diet and gimmick in the book,waisted 100,s of pounds on diet pills,and my oh threatened to leave me no end of times,due to me constantly being miserable and going on at him bout my weight.
thing is I suffer from depression,Am under medication with my doc,and still have a lot of down days and when Im down I reach for anything I can grab my hands on,I need a lock on my fridge and cupboards and the key hiding lol,when im on 1.
Im also addicted to chocolate and finding it so hard to give it up. my habits are eating a full bar of cadburys nut,or galaxy,the family sized 1`s,every night,a poacket of crisps after and a rustlers chicken burger with cheese on. no wonder im the way i am :8855:
but im miserable and my family are fed up of hearing me moaning so im venting on here.
im now a joke to my dad who`s started a group on facebook,WHAT WILL SALLY DO NEXT WITH HER DIET,
thing is Im finally trying to turn this around to prove me as well as every one else I can do this.
I was happy once. 5 yrs ago I lost 4 stone with weight watchers old points but found maintanence difficult,hence the 2st gain,Ive now put on an extra 71bs the last 8 weeks through comfort eating,bad I know.
so dont want to spend another summer covered up in long cardys and tunics and black leggings,looking miserably at the tanned skinny minnies in there maxie dressers.
ive got 4 bin bags stuffed with all my clothers from 4 yrs ago ranging from a size 10 up to a 14,just waiting for me to slip into them again,carent bear to part with them as I know I`ll get into them 1 day.
I started my local sw group last tuesday and my 1st weigh in is tommorrow. Im doing extra easy. still carent get my head round how much lovely food I can eat and have abserloutly no Idear how thisv can be a weight loss plan,but Ill give it a go. Ive nothing to lose and everything to gain,hopefully not the weight side of it :8855:
I`ll be posting my weight loss progress on her each week as well as my food diary,if anything to help me and motivate me,not sure if Ill be of any help to anyone else if you can stand to read all my ramblings xx
about me
im a mummy of 4, 3 boys of school age from 5 to 11,and a little girl of 23mths so as you can imagine my house is a mad house:devilangel: and temptation from the biscket cupboard is always there as well as the sweets and choc.
ive been with my oh for 14 yrs now,engaged for 12,and our is just an ordinary,if mad,household,we have a bearded dragon called victor,a kitten called nusiecence,and a staffie,sasha,whos as soft as a brush.
Ive become a bit of a joke amongst my family as Ive been trying and failing to lose my excess bagage now for the past 4 yrs,Ive tryed every diet and gimmick in the book,waisted 100,s of pounds on diet pills,and my oh threatened to leave me no end of times,due to me constantly being miserable and going on at him bout my weight.
thing is I suffer from depression,Am under medication with my doc,and still have a lot of down days and when Im down I reach for anything I can grab my hands on,I need a lock on my fridge and cupboards and the key hiding lol,when im on 1.
Im also addicted to chocolate and finding it so hard to give it up. my habits are eating a full bar of cadburys nut,or galaxy,the family sized 1`s,every night,a poacket of crisps after and a rustlers chicken burger with cheese on. no wonder im the way i am :8855:
but im miserable and my family are fed up of hearing me moaning so im venting on here.
im now a joke to my dad who`s started a group on facebook,WHAT WILL SALLY DO NEXT WITH HER DIET,
thing is Im finally trying to turn this around to prove me as well as every one else I can do this.
I was happy once. 5 yrs ago I lost 4 stone with weight watchers old points but found maintanence difficult,hence the 2st gain,Ive now put on an extra 71bs the last 8 weeks through comfort eating,bad I know.
so dont want to spend another summer covered up in long cardys and tunics and black leggings,looking miserably at the tanned skinny minnies in there maxie dressers.
ive got 4 bin bags stuffed with all my clothers from 4 yrs ago ranging from a size 10 up to a 14,just waiting for me to slip into them again,carent bear to part with them as I know I`ll get into them 1 day.
I started my local sw group last tuesday and my 1st weigh in is tommorrow. Im doing extra easy. still carent get my head round how much lovely food I can eat and have abserloutly no Idear how thisv can be a weight loss plan,but Ill give it a go. Ive nothing to lose and everything to gain,hopefully not the weight side of it :8855:
I`ll be posting my weight loss progress on her each week as well as my food diary,if anything to help me and motivate me,not sure if Ill be of any help to anyone else if you can stand to read all my ramblings xx