So tonight is the night i've been waiting for, my first meeting! I have been so excited but am now just really worried. My husband has been suffering from depression (I think) for many years and has been on very low dose anti depressants for two months. Last night he said he's coming off them as he can't think straight, is confused about everything and generally unhappy. He doesn't know what the cause is and is even questioning our marriage. We have been together for 20 years since I was 15 and I thought we were both happy. Now I feel confused also and very very emotional. I just am so worried that the counciling will bring out alot of emotions on it's own and now with this on top I'm likely to be a blubbering wreck tonight!