zippygeorgeandben
Full Member
Ok.. here I go again. Have been a member for quite a while, always start my journey, always come off my journey. Always eat as much as I can the night before my journey commences. Sound familiar?
Anyway, being a school teacher we start back tomorrow so that was a realistic start for me. My goal is that I'm going to New York in the Easter holidays. I have never been out of Europe and I do not want to be sat in my plane seat, struggling to fit in and being judged, sat in Theatres, or at Bars cramped in seats with not much leg room not feeling good about myself or indeed looking back on holiday photographs where I should be happy but I'm not.
It used to be that I wanted to look good for other people but I realised that during the latter half on 2014, I was actually unhappy. I've always linked unhappiness to my weight but it just seemed to be even more so during the last couple of months. It's because I'm fed up of just throwing any old clothes on because non of my other ones fit at the moment. In general, just fed up.
If anyone else is starting tomorrow, or wishes to hi-jack this thread, please come and join me, or support or whatever. The treadmill has had all the stuff taken off it, software updated. The chocolates and beers are out of harms way.
I'll be updating the weight and goals when I go on the scales tomorrow morning. Daren't go on them now although it's interesting to see my start weight last year round. Wonder if it'll be the same this time.
Thanks for reading,
Ben
Anyway, being a school teacher we start back tomorrow so that was a realistic start for me. My goal is that I'm going to New York in the Easter holidays. I have never been out of Europe and I do not want to be sat in my plane seat, struggling to fit in and being judged, sat in Theatres, or at Bars cramped in seats with not much leg room not feeling good about myself or indeed looking back on holiday photographs where I should be happy but I'm not.
It used to be that I wanted to look good for other people but I realised that during the latter half on 2014, I was actually unhappy. I've always linked unhappiness to my weight but it just seemed to be even more so during the last couple of months. It's because I'm fed up of just throwing any old clothes on because non of my other ones fit at the moment. In general, just fed up.
If anyone else is starting tomorrow, or wishes to hi-jack this thread, please come and join me, or support or whatever. The treadmill has had all the stuff taken off it, software updated. The chocolates and beers are out of harms way.
I'll be updating the weight and goals when I go on the scales tomorrow morning. Daren't go on them now although it's interesting to see my start weight last year round. Wonder if it'll be the same this time.
Thanks for reading,
Ben