I know I'd feel bad after, and probably feel more depressed but I just can't get a grip, I had food earlier, but just got this urge to eat, bread, cheese, crisps, that sort of thing, it's overpowering.
I'm on red days, and I've had my B's and my syns today, I'm just wishing the time to go by so I can go to bed, I will go on to the photo thread now and hopefully pass some time, thank you all so much for your replies, it means a lot to know someone's listening.
Not so much a baby anymore, she's 9 now, but now you mentioned it, yes very much a baby, spoilt rotten