Suddenly not sure if I want to keep going. What is my brain doing?!
I'm having a weird fortnight. Suddenly I have lost the motivation to lose any more weight, so have eaten loads of chocolate and gained 2lb this week...
I feel a lot better in myself and am struggling to adjust to my smaller body - I really craved having collarbones again, but now I do, I feel kinda... boney! My bust is smaller and things like that. I still have some podge I'm not happy with but I just feel all odd about what I actually want.
It doesn't help that a lot of my clothes are now on the big side. So they don't fit all that well, and also I'll have to replace a lot of things. My smaller clothes were bought about ten years ago when I was 18 so not really my style any more!
But on the other hand, I don't want to just stop. I want to get to the target I set, not just give up. I've set my target as a healthy BMI and I will see the health benefits through life.
Anyone else been here and got through it to feeling inspired about getting to target again?