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Happy Little Bunny
Hello all
I have just started SW (yesterday) after years of messing around with starving myself one day and binging the next, I just want to eat normally and get to my weight loss goal by healthy eating and exercise.
I am 49lbs over my goal (3.5 stones) and I am hoping to be at goal by Christmas this year. I am fed up of wearing size 18/20 sacks at Christmas do's and feeling fat and weary. I want the energy that comes with being lighter and eating well.
I am a recently single mum to two lovely children (my little one lives at home - she is three. My son works in another city - he is in his early 20's.) As I work from home it has become to easy to sit at my computer and phone rather than getting out and about in the real world. I do take my daughter out every day come rain or shine so she can get plenty of fresh air... but I don't enjoy it as much as I should as I feel so fat and ungainly... and self conscious. So as well as losing weight for me so I look better and feel healthier... I am losing weight for my little one. I want to take her out and about more.... and enjoy every minute, I don't want to be worrying about my thighs rubbing together and getting sore or people looking at me thinking 'she's a fat mess.' I know most people are too busy with their own lives to seriously have those thoughts but my ex-partner would say such derogatory things about my weight that it feels as though he was speaking for the masses... we were together for 12 years and the drip dripping tap of nasty comments left me very unhappy with myself. I had the strength to finish our relationship a few months ago (lol fancy him being dumped by a fattie huh he still begs me back... not a prayer would I go back!) and now I am rebuilding my confidence and starting a whole new life... and step one is getting slim and healthy.
Thanks for reading if anyone does/is
Love GEM xx
I have just started SW (yesterday) after years of messing around with starving myself one day and binging the next, I just want to eat normally and get to my weight loss goal by healthy eating and exercise.
I am 49lbs over my goal (3.5 stones) and I am hoping to be at goal by Christmas this year. I am fed up of wearing size 18/20 sacks at Christmas do's and feeling fat and weary. I want the energy that comes with being lighter and eating well.
I am a recently single mum to two lovely children (my little one lives at home - she is three. My son works in another city - he is in his early 20's.) As I work from home it has become to easy to sit at my computer and phone rather than getting out and about in the real world. I do take my daughter out every day come rain or shine so she can get plenty of fresh air... but I don't enjoy it as much as I should as I feel so fat and ungainly... and self conscious. So as well as losing weight for me so I look better and feel healthier... I am losing weight for my little one. I want to take her out and about more.... and enjoy every minute, I don't want to be worrying about my thighs rubbing together and getting sore or people looking at me thinking 'she's a fat mess.' I know most people are too busy with their own lives to seriously have those thoughts but my ex-partner would say such derogatory things about my weight that it feels as though he was speaking for the masses... we were together for 12 years and the drip dripping tap of nasty comments left me very unhappy with myself. I had the strength to finish our relationship a few months ago (lol fancy him being dumped by a fattie huh he still begs me back... not a prayer would I go back!) and now I am rebuilding my confidence and starting a whole new life... and step one is getting slim and healthy.
Thanks for reading if anyone does/is
Love GEM xx