Well more restarts than I care to remember but back at day1. If I can just get through the weekend I no I will be golden. I have little motivation as size shape and no clothes to wear seem surprisingly of little concern. Which in itself is a worry. I have just realise I have become the mum "who really let herself go" I see people looking at my huge tummy. My leggings under my dress cut my shape in half but really that's my shape. Well I want to be a yummy mummy and my youngest starts school in aug. my god I would be a reeeaaaallly skinny mum if I stuck to exante till then. Unfortunately I would still be in a healthy weight range as I have so much to loose. Well here is to loosing a min of 5st. That's the same weight as my 2 kids out together. I refuse to carry them and I refuse to carry this over baring excess weight. Well day 1 in your face I am going to rock this weightloss malarkey