Hev_Sparrow
Silver Member
Girls (and guys),
I'm feeling very low this week and that is likely to lead to comfort eating so I need to get it out my system before I cave and go to the shop. It's a combination of trivial little things, not even all relating to SW/ weight loss but it's getting on top of me and getting me down.
So, first things first - I have NO money, literally not a penny. And debt. And everyone else always seems to be out buying new things and expensive things and I'm waiting until I've got enough points on my reward card before I can buy a new eyebrow pencil. And we recently spent quite a lot of money (that we don't have) on a new mattress and pillows because our's were old and uncomfortable and we weren't sleeping well. But now the new mattress is like a rock and the pillows are too soft and I still can't sleep well, so now I feel like we've wasted money and I've potentially got to spend more on a new bed frame with sprung slats to get the most out of the new mattress.
On top of that work is hard because the girls are all very cliquey and spend a lot of time whispering amongst themselves, so I sit by myself wondering what to eat next. Or going to the shop to get out and buying crap. And it's always someone's birthday so there's money to hand over or cakes being brought in.
And on top of that, my weight loss isn't going well. I feel like I've changed my diet so much and it's considerably better but I'm still not losing. I know I go over my syns a lot so I should just reign that in but it's hard and like I say I would have thought I might see something just be cutting down but it doesn't seem to be the case.
Just feel like I could cry today.
I'm feeling very low this week and that is likely to lead to comfort eating so I need to get it out my system before I cave and go to the shop. It's a combination of trivial little things, not even all relating to SW/ weight loss but it's getting on top of me and getting me down.
So, first things first - I have NO money, literally not a penny. And debt. And everyone else always seems to be out buying new things and expensive things and I'm waiting until I've got enough points on my reward card before I can buy a new eyebrow pencil. And we recently spent quite a lot of money (that we don't have) on a new mattress and pillows because our's were old and uncomfortable and we weren't sleeping well. But now the new mattress is like a rock and the pillows are too soft and I still can't sleep well, so now I feel like we've wasted money and I've potentially got to spend more on a new bed frame with sprung slats to get the most out of the new mattress.
On top of that work is hard because the girls are all very cliquey and spend a lot of time whispering amongst themselves, so I sit by myself wondering what to eat next. Or going to the shop to get out and buying crap. And it's always someone's birthday so there's money to hand over or cakes being brought in.
And on top of that, my weight loss isn't going well. I feel like I've changed my diet so much and it's considerably better but I'm still not losing. I know I go over my syns a lot so I should just reign that in but it's hard and like I say I would have thought I might see something just be cutting down but it doesn't seem to be the case.
Just feel like I could cry today.