Hey Ladies,
Just wanted to say hello as i have been lurking alot and reading up on all your Stories. You have all done amazinly and seem to be so focused and helping each other.
I have been following CWP on and off for over a year and think i can say in all truth it has consumed my life. I started by loosing all of my weight ( 2 1/2 stone) on my first attempt and thinking, 'fab ive finished now i can eat crap again!' since my first attempt last April i think i have re-gained a stone, lost a stone, re-gained stone and half, lost stone and half, gained stone, lost stone, gained 10lbs, and am now 4 days in to 2weeks of ss+ to get rid of it. At my heaveist i was 13stone 9lbs and managed to get down to 12.6lbs which is when i started CWP Last april. My goal is to be at at least 10. 10lb by end of the month, i am currently 11.3lb.
My problem, bingeing. Serious out of control bingeing. I loose the weight, do the steps for a week or so but then something changes and the bingeing starts. Its not just couple of nights a week either, it can be up to everynight to the point where i have made myself sick, i infuriate myself but just cant seem to stop. I think my issue in the past is not quite realising how bad my problem is, i keep thinking it will go away on its own......i think i just need to loose this weight again and it will go away, when realistically i know it wont. I have disordered eating and i need to address it. I have an amazing boyfriend who has supported me totally through all my CWP attempts but i dont want my life to be all about CWP. I need structure, and to start putting good things into my body. Dont get me wrong CWP has been fantastic and i dont think i would be this weight without it but like many others i just feel it doesnt address my actual issue which is my bingeing disorder so when i finish this time i need to find something to help norish my body, give me structure and gradually recover from the last year of binge/loose weight cycle.
Low GI is something i have looked into before and have Patrick Holfords books and also some other highly recommended low GI Books but i just never continued to actually put it into practice. After reading all of your diaries i really feel this may be the way forward for me, all the food included i love and lower carb diets seem to agree with my body more anyway. I dont think this will be an easy transition for me but i am desperate this time, desperate to have a normal relationship with food, desperate to not put my boyfriend through anymore 'detox weeks' where i am unsociable and tired all the time and desperate to finally be in control. At my heaviest i lost my first stone with combo of WW and CC, but with my tendancy to binge i really feel avoiding junk, processed food and genrallu unheathly foods is my best way forward.
I think this site will really help support wise and i intend on scanning amazon for somemore 'how to' GI diet books so i am fully informed.
Sorry if i have sent anyone to sleep =) look forward to getting to know the GI group more!!!!
xxxx
Just wanted to say hello as i have been lurking alot and reading up on all your Stories. You have all done amazinly and seem to be so focused and helping each other.
I have been following CWP on and off for over a year and think i can say in all truth it has consumed my life. I started by loosing all of my weight ( 2 1/2 stone) on my first attempt and thinking, 'fab ive finished now i can eat crap again!' since my first attempt last April i think i have re-gained a stone, lost a stone, re-gained stone and half, lost stone and half, gained stone, lost stone, gained 10lbs, and am now 4 days in to 2weeks of ss+ to get rid of it. At my heaveist i was 13stone 9lbs and managed to get down to 12.6lbs which is when i started CWP Last april. My goal is to be at at least 10. 10lb by end of the month, i am currently 11.3lb.
My problem, bingeing. Serious out of control bingeing. I loose the weight, do the steps for a week or so but then something changes and the bingeing starts. Its not just couple of nights a week either, it can be up to everynight to the point where i have made myself sick, i infuriate myself but just cant seem to stop. I think my issue in the past is not quite realising how bad my problem is, i keep thinking it will go away on its own......i think i just need to loose this weight again and it will go away, when realistically i know it wont. I have disordered eating and i need to address it. I have an amazing boyfriend who has supported me totally through all my CWP attempts but i dont want my life to be all about CWP. I need structure, and to start putting good things into my body. Dont get me wrong CWP has been fantastic and i dont think i would be this weight without it but like many others i just feel it doesnt address my actual issue which is my bingeing disorder so when i finish this time i need to find something to help norish my body, give me structure and gradually recover from the last year of binge/loose weight cycle.
Low GI is something i have looked into before and have Patrick Holfords books and also some other highly recommended low GI Books but i just never continued to actually put it into practice. After reading all of your diaries i really feel this may be the way forward for me, all the food included i love and lower carb diets seem to agree with my body more anyway. I dont think this will be an easy transition for me but i am desperate this time, desperate to have a normal relationship with food, desperate to not put my boyfriend through anymore 'detox weeks' where i am unsociable and tired all the time and desperate to finally be in control. At my heaviest i lost my first stone with combo of WW and CC, but with my tendancy to binge i really feel avoiding junk, processed food and genrallu unheathly foods is my best way forward.
I think this site will really help support wise and i intend on scanning amazon for somemore 'how to' GI diet books so i am fully informed.
Sorry if i have sent anyone to sleep =) look forward to getting to know the GI group more!!!!
xxxx