This post is more for my benefit and my own personal record as opposed to expecting anyone to reply to it. I need to write it down so that when the time comes when I get to target I can say 'screw you'.
After having lost over a stone in 3 weeks, a difference that when I stand in the mirror I personally cannot notice, however as clothes that did not fit this time last year now do and clothes that I was wearing a month ago being too big I know there has been a change. My mum, and work colleagues have all told me that they can see a difference in my appearance as it is.
That being said, this morning I visited my aunt, who always (this part isn't just because I'm pissed off with her) has to be the best, the prettiest, the thinnest etc etc.
Later on this afternoon my mum was talking to her and my aunt was talking about having put on weight, and telling my mum how she'd lost all her weight before and asking my mum how she'd lost hers. My mum and her chatted about this for a minute or two and then my mum asked her had she seen the change in me recently...TO WHICH my aunt replied, 'awk yes, she was in my house this morning, I didn't want to mention it to her but she's put on a pile of weight'.
I have NEVER felt more **** in my life, my mum literally just told me and my mature response was to go to my room and cry, I know it's not a mega difference in appearance but if other people are noticing there's bound to be something? Enough so that you wouldn't think I'd put weight on?
I'm genuinely furious, which is ridiculous as it may well be her opinion, after crying my eyes out though I've realised my best method of 'attack' is to keep losing until she can't possibly say anything 'negative' about me. The most annoying part, she's bigger than me.
Anyways, just leaving this here so I have a note of it. Sorry to anyone that does read this for the mega rant!