Targetmember2016
New Member
Hello,
Just an overview of my story:
At my heaviest I was 10'13 (2015)no not heavy, but I am 5'2 and it was starting to make me look a bit big. My mom was a SW member and had an honest chat with me about joining, maybe to lose a stone or so.
I got on board and by march 2016 I'd lost my target weight of 2 stone. I was elated and my eating habits were changed for the better!
Today I'm almost another stone lighter (8st 3.5) and I weight from home each Friday and I happily go between 8st 1 and 8st 3. I've noticed a couple of people who have known me for a long time have commented they feel I look too thin now however people I've met since I've lost it have always praised me for my story when it comes up.
The reason I'm posting is this is because I feel like I've lost track of the control and I feel like when I've had a bad weigh in I feel terrible (like today). I eat very low syn food weekdays and then weekends it just goes out the window and I'm petrified my weight will creep up on me. I'm worrying about a holiday in November and Xmas gains.
I constantly aim towards 8st 1lb and I feel crap until I'm back down to that weight. I'm scared it'll spiral if don't get back onto losing the weight.
I appreciate this post may offend some people who are a lot heavier than me, but we're all human and have felt the shame feelings about losing weight, I don't know what's wrong with me, I don't even want to celebrate my loss? I've totally lost that sense of pride...
Just hoping someone could give me something to hold onto and think about
Thank you x
Just an overview of my story:
At my heaviest I was 10'13 (2015)no not heavy, but I am 5'2 and it was starting to make me look a bit big. My mom was a SW member and had an honest chat with me about joining, maybe to lose a stone or so.
I got on board and by march 2016 I'd lost my target weight of 2 stone. I was elated and my eating habits were changed for the better!
Today I'm almost another stone lighter (8st 3.5) and I weight from home each Friday and I happily go between 8st 1 and 8st 3. I've noticed a couple of people who have known me for a long time have commented they feel I look too thin now however people I've met since I've lost it have always praised me for my story when it comes up.
The reason I'm posting is this is because I feel like I've lost track of the control and I feel like when I've had a bad weigh in I feel terrible (like today). I eat very low syn food weekdays and then weekends it just goes out the window and I'm petrified my weight will creep up on me. I'm worrying about a holiday in November and Xmas gains.
I constantly aim towards 8st 1lb and I feel crap until I'm back down to that weight. I'm scared it'll spiral if don't get back onto losing the weight.
I appreciate this post may offend some people who are a lot heavier than me, but we're all human and have felt the shame feelings about losing weight, I don't know what's wrong with me, I don't even want to celebrate my loss? I've totally lost that sense of pride...
Just hoping someone could give me something to hold onto and think about
Thank you x