wannabeaslimjim
Silver Member
well its a loong and personal story but here goes and is hard for me to talk about as. it is like a classic out of ypur league story :
at uni theres this girl I like/liked and well she's from cyprus so she went back for the summer she's skinny but in cyprus they have more of an anorexic culture you gotta be model figure, and before she went I took her on the "ultimate day in london" yano took her to some cool places got her a bear made from bear factory and got a pic which I got framed and gave to her as I kinda screwed up and said I lose touch with people easy, and she said she didn't wanna lose me, but anyway so she goes home, first thing what happens she has to go to a wedding and straight away her nan calls her fat...then at christmas she nearly got raped, and the guy hangs around her group of friends so she found it hard...so basically I spent a month on the phone and on skype, fb to be there for her whenever she needed me and I mean a month only other thing I did was eat and sleep, and turn down my friends invites to go places I even got her flowers delivered in cyprus - which she said no one has ever got her before!...she began to be ok and not go online as much so I got part of my social life back...then comes catastrophe number 2 she basically stops eating and turns anorexic and saying she's not losing weight she wants to kill herself which inturn killed me, and after another 3-4 weeks of being there for her she got over it, again that's all I did I didn't go out or anything...and remember i like her and im sure she knows during the first month she gets back with her cheating abusive boyfriend, and says hes the only thing that can make her happy and stuff, although hes blatenty still cheating on her and only wants an open relationship and then now everything going well she basically stopped talking to me it started with not giving any x's when saying bye, then not saying bye to not talking at all its been over 2 weeks since we last spoke in which sje said her bf might be coming over to see her in england, but she don't want her new flatmates to know he's her bf as its not a normal relationship and she might look for a new bf while she's here but her bf is being cute and romantic, something I was doing for the last 7 months! but she said that to me that when I compliment her its weird as she's not used to it!
WELL at the start of the diet tbh I wasn't doing it completely for myself I thought would give me a better chance with her BUT NOW I've realised I'm doing it for myself, and she gets back on the 16-17th and I reckon she will text me or call me but I decided I'm gonna wait til I'm ready to speak to her, and gonna tell her everything from my point of view because I think I've discovered some self worth and I'm not gonna keep trying if she doesn't care, and say its upto her to make an effort now to be friends as I'm done trying... as seriously I haven't seen anyone care for her as much as me except in films...and they say girls like a bad guy...well I can be a prick to some people who annoy me but it takes a lot and I feel guilty for ages afterwards, I don't wanna be a prick I like being a nice guy infact I hate ppl like her bf as he is the kinda guy that makes say guys are pricks.I'm not gonna turn into something I hate to make other people happy I have basically got the old english gentleman thing down yano holding doors open, when walking ne by the pavement, doing chairs, id even open the door of the car if I had central locking! lool
so I guess thanks exante to giving me some self worth, as I was losing faith after not too much measurement change
most annoying thing is id probably do it all again...
THE END
at uni theres this girl I like/liked and well she's from cyprus so she went back for the summer she's skinny but in cyprus they have more of an anorexic culture you gotta be model figure, and before she went I took her on the "ultimate day in london" yano took her to some cool places got her a bear made from bear factory and got a pic which I got framed and gave to her as I kinda screwed up and said I lose touch with people easy, and she said she didn't wanna lose me, but anyway so she goes home, first thing what happens she has to go to a wedding and straight away her nan calls her fat...then at christmas she nearly got raped, and the guy hangs around her group of friends so she found it hard...so basically I spent a month on the phone and on skype, fb to be there for her whenever she needed me and I mean a month only other thing I did was eat and sleep, and turn down my friends invites to go places I even got her flowers delivered in cyprus - which she said no one has ever got her before!...she began to be ok and not go online as much so I got part of my social life back...then comes catastrophe number 2 she basically stops eating and turns anorexic and saying she's not losing weight she wants to kill herself which inturn killed me, and after another 3-4 weeks of being there for her she got over it, again that's all I did I didn't go out or anything...and remember i like her and im sure she knows during the first month she gets back with her cheating abusive boyfriend, and says hes the only thing that can make her happy and stuff, although hes blatenty still cheating on her and only wants an open relationship and then now everything going well she basically stopped talking to me it started with not giving any x's when saying bye, then not saying bye to not talking at all its been over 2 weeks since we last spoke in which sje said her bf might be coming over to see her in england, but she don't want her new flatmates to know he's her bf as its not a normal relationship and she might look for a new bf while she's here but her bf is being cute and romantic, something I was doing for the last 7 months! but she said that to me that when I compliment her its weird as she's not used to it!
WELL at the start of the diet tbh I wasn't doing it completely for myself I thought would give me a better chance with her BUT NOW I've realised I'm doing it for myself, and she gets back on the 16-17th and I reckon she will text me or call me but I decided I'm gonna wait til I'm ready to speak to her, and gonna tell her everything from my point of view because I think I've discovered some self worth and I'm not gonna keep trying if she doesn't care, and say its upto her to make an effort now to be friends as I'm done trying... as seriously I haven't seen anyone care for her as much as me except in films...and they say girls like a bad guy...well I can be a prick to some people who annoy me but it takes a lot and I feel guilty for ages afterwards, I don't wanna be a prick I like being a nice guy infact I hate ppl like her bf as he is the kinda guy that makes say guys are pricks.I'm not gonna turn into something I hate to make other people happy I have basically got the old english gentleman thing down yano holding doors open, when walking ne by the pavement, doing chairs, id even open the door of the car if I had central locking! lool
so I guess thanks exante to giving me some self worth, as I was losing faith after not too much measurement change
most annoying thing is id probably do it all again...
THE END
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