I know what you mean willow, it does get harder when you start to feel 'normal' again.
I have had a couple of size 14 tops on which felt amazing and my size 16 jeans are baggy on me.
Definitely not a real 14 yet but to be honest im just happy being a real 16 after all this time
I too am ready to move on from ts and although my full journey is not over, i feel like i have done the right thing splitting it. We have to do what works best for us eh!
Its great that you are feeling so positive and that you have achieved so much. Its a tough journey but worth it