Well here I am again new year and new me. Once again I find myself logging into MM for help, support and inspiration
I was here 2 years ago and thought that I would be here now lighter then ever but alas i have no one to blame except myself for the fact I'm still fat not big boned not plump but fat morbidly obese to be percise, there i said it for once facing the facts that blantetly stare back at me in the mirror everytime i allow myself to look in it.
Well were do I start I'm 32 mother of 2 great boys and wife to a lovely man sounds ideal but in truth I struggle everyday to keep everything together, to keep my boys happy and the house going the bills paid and just to try and keep the place calm, to look after my mum and nan while the kids are at school to fit in 1001 things into the day when all i want to do is sit on the sofa and forget about everything to just relax and feel as though there isn't a care in the world to have just 5 minutes where my mind completley switches off and stops over thinking everything. I've always been over weight but in recent years its got worst and i know it needs addressing. Hence I'm here to vent to all you lovely people to offer my support as you offer yours, to get hints and tips to listen to your storys to share good days and bad days. To open up and be truthful about myself to all off you as we travel on the long journey to slimville
In time im sure i'll fill you in with more of my life the good the bad and the ugly lol but for now here i am back at the beginning getting ready for the start day on monday to my fantastic uphill downhill funny sad hard journey to gain back my body my life and my happiness.