Hoping to change my life...
I had my first weigh in today and lost 10lbs which I am thrilled with but it also made me realise how far I have to go.I've been watching The Biggest Loser Australia and was horrified to realise I am bigger than most of the other contestants.I could identify with all their reasons for wanting to lose weight,and why they had gained weight to begin with.It made me cry.There's so much I can't do with the kids.So much I struggle with in everyday life.Even just cutting my toenails is hard.I can't find any nice clothes to wear.I get out of breath so easily.
I don't want to live like this anymore.I want to be active and give the kids a good example.I want to enjoy exercise.I want to wear nice clothes.I want to be able to take the dogs for a 2 hour walk.
I am determined to do it this time!!I refuse to give up.I am not going to believe all the people who say I can't do it.I have no support in real life other than my kids.I'll do it for them!