Doddles13uk
Full Member
After getting so much inspiration from everybody else's I decided it was time to start my own diary!
I'm 30 in a few weeks and wishing I'd stuck to plan the first time round as I always planned to be 30 and skinny. I started CD last year with the dream of looking amazing on my wedding day (March 2013). I was thrilled with a 2 stone loss and felt great at 13 stone even though I was still overweight by quite a lot. I could have done better and will make so many excuses such as I went abroad for a my hen party, Christmas came along, my birthday was next and so on, but at the end of the day I will always regret not losing a larger amount.
So it's now December of the same year and I piled all of my weight back on plus an extra stone. The usual happened where I went straight back to old habits and I would even go as far to say I ate more food than before, because I'd missed it so much on CD.
Now is the time when I have to stop and take a big long look in the mirror and ask myself where I have gone because this blob is not the real me! As an always obese adult I wonder "am I brave enough to find out who's under the flab?"
So I'm on day 14 and feeling super motivated that this is it! This is the last time I will be bulging out of my red pyjamas looking like an even fatter version of santa that's eaten a few too many mice pies.
Second weigh in tomorrow and I'm hoping for a 4lb loss to make it a stone in 2 weeks. Fingers are tightly crossed!
I'm 30 in a few weeks and wishing I'd stuck to plan the first time round as I always planned to be 30 and skinny. I started CD last year with the dream of looking amazing on my wedding day (March 2013). I was thrilled with a 2 stone loss and felt great at 13 stone even though I was still overweight by quite a lot. I could have done better and will make so many excuses such as I went abroad for a my hen party, Christmas came along, my birthday was next and so on, but at the end of the day I will always regret not losing a larger amount.
So it's now December of the same year and I piled all of my weight back on plus an extra stone. The usual happened where I went straight back to old habits and I would even go as far to say I ate more food than before, because I'd missed it so much on CD.
Now is the time when I have to stop and take a big long look in the mirror and ask myself where I have gone because this blob is not the real me! As an always obese adult I wonder "am I brave enough to find out who's under the flab?"
So I'm on day 14 and feeling super motivated that this is it! This is the last time I will be bulging out of my red pyjamas looking like an even fatter version of santa that's eaten a few too many mice pies.
Second weigh in tomorrow and I'm hoping for a 4lb loss to make it a stone in 2 weeks. Fingers are tightly crossed!