Hey all, havent been on in a while. Well a quick run tru of last week. Monday was a seriously stressful day, n I totally messed up, had a nibble. Totally set me off on the wrong foot for a few days as I found it really hard to stay focused on the diet. Friday nite I had my friends 30th to go to, sitting at a tbl full of booze and yummy food. Drink wise I didnt actually find it too hard but wen every1 started eating I got sooo hungry, but didnt touch a ting. Im better being around people as I wouldnt even attemp to nibble infront of any1. Then Saturday was my sons 1st birthday. Had a party in the house, beautiful cake, lots of sweets, lollies, pizza and cocktail sausages, everything that I love, I thought this would kill me but to be honest I was so busy making sure all the kids were ok and getting the food done that it was easy, I just kept myself busy. Was hungry that night and just wanted to sit down and relax with a glass of wine, but dont worry, I didnt. My boyfriend was eating (more pizza) and i was hungry so I went upstairs and tried on a load of clothes that have gone too small for me, what a great motivator that was. Came down, he was flaked out stuffed and I was feeling great. Sunday I did a big shop and I found myself walking around the shops thinking, if i wasnt on my diet Id get that, o and that, and that. The amount of crap I no I would have bought if I wasnt on LT. Had weigh in today, was feeling a lot of cramps thismorning and a bit constipated, but lost 3 lbs, thats 21 lbs now in 4 weeks, so exactly 1 and a half stone. The pharmasist tru in 2 flapjacks, peanut butter and cocunut, disgusting, tasted like ear wax, thats in my opinion though, and im loving the shakes so i dont need them.
I am starting to really miss eating now but gonna stick with it for another few weeks, wanted to loose 3 and a half stone but the way im feeling now i think 3 stone or even 2 and a half will do me. I will hopefully loose another stone and then join slimming world. Unfortunatly I cant afford to stay on LT any longer so Im going to have to move over to Exante, hoping to have the money for that later in the week and order for next week.
But im not gone yet so will keep posting and watching how y'all r doing.
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