scooterchick
She's me in a few months
Here we go again. This must be the millionith restart. I must be close to breaking the record of 'how many times can one person start this diet and fall by the wayside within 3 days'. In fact even right now I'm eating, and determined that tomorrow will be the beginning of my final journey on Cambridge. I'm back to my original counsellor in the hope that will get me back on track. Last year I lost nearly 4 stone!!!!! And I've managed to put about a stone and a half back on. I had a period of around 4 months when I had a full wardrobe of clothes, now I'm back in the limited fat clothes I have left.
I HAVE to do this. I have a new diary. The old one(s) are floating around somewhere, no point going back, this is a new journey, can no longer be counted as a continuation of last year. It's new. I have so many things I need to lose weight for this year, the first being in 3 weeks time when I have a session with a photographer for publicity shots, kind as he is, I know the face ain't what it used to be and a stone, only a stone, will sort the face out, he'll just have to be creative with the big body shots. Then in Mar I'm meeting a whole load of people I only know from the 'net'. They've all seen that pic, the one to the side of me, and even though I say so myself, I look gorgeous in it. Unfortunately reality is not so kind, it really was just a good angle. Then in Apr another internet meet, same scenario, May, my son makes his first communion, Jun we go on Holiday and throughout all of this, photos and videos a gogo.
So, my plea. Hunt me down, if I vanish please someone contact me, stalk, keep on at me, I really have to do this, I really want to do this!!! 5 stone. That's what I want off. 5 stone but I'll start with 1 stone in the next 3 weeks. it can be done. Thank you all xxxx
I HAVE to do this. I have a new diary. The old one(s) are floating around somewhere, no point going back, this is a new journey, can no longer be counted as a continuation of last year. It's new. I have so many things I need to lose weight for this year, the first being in 3 weeks time when I have a session with a photographer for publicity shots, kind as he is, I know the face ain't what it used to be and a stone, only a stone, will sort the face out, he'll just have to be creative with the big body shots. Then in Mar I'm meeting a whole load of people I only know from the 'net'. They've all seen that pic, the one to the side of me, and even though I say so myself, I look gorgeous in it. Unfortunately reality is not so kind, it really was just a good angle. Then in Apr another internet meet, same scenario, May, my son makes his first communion, Jun we go on Holiday and throughout all of this, photos and videos a gogo.
So, my plea. Hunt me down, if I vanish please someone contact me, stalk, keep on at me, I really have to do this, I really want to do this!!! 5 stone. That's what I want off. 5 stone but I'll start with 1 stone in the next 3 weeks. it can be done. Thank you all xxxx