CloudBursting
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Hi everybody... anybody....
My partner of 3 years walked out on me last month; I wasn't expecting it! I was devastated. I came home from work one Friday expecting to get ready and go to a friend's birthday party with him and he had packed his bags and gone.
I tried to call him, it went straight to voice mail. I got a text at 10pm saying, 'Need time to think, I aren't happy with us anymore.'
I thought our relationship was pretty good, well until the last few months and he had started having snide digs about my weight.
'Do you really need that biscuit?' 'Aren't you worried about a heart attack?' 'I don't find fat women sexy.' The last one was certainly a new one on me as I am actually two stone lighter than when we first met (still 4 stone overweight now) and it never bothered him then.
After 3 weeks of crying and not sleeping, sending him texts with no response, him ignoring my phone calls (his Facebook messenger is permanently lit up) I realise I deserve better than this.
I have deleted his mobile number so I am not tempted to contact him and now I will focus on myself.
That is where this weightloss diary comes in. My main goal is to lose the excess 4 stone so I can feel good about myself; feel fit, strong and sexy again. I am hoping journaling the process will help keep me on track.
So today I weigh in at 15st 7 and have a goal of 11st 7, sometime soon... well in the next six months anyway.
I will calorie count 1500 calories a day, exercise a bit (I aren't a fan) and weigh in weekly!!
A few things about me: mum of two gorgeous kids. I love wine, chocolate and TV crime dramas. I don't like cruelty, driving on the motorway and being ghosted by a useless man.
Let the transformation begin.....
Thanks for reading Cloudy
My partner of 3 years walked out on me last month; I wasn't expecting it! I was devastated. I came home from work one Friday expecting to get ready and go to a friend's birthday party with him and he had packed his bags and gone.
I tried to call him, it went straight to voice mail. I got a text at 10pm saying, 'Need time to think, I aren't happy with us anymore.'
I thought our relationship was pretty good, well until the last few months and he had started having snide digs about my weight.
'Do you really need that biscuit?' 'Aren't you worried about a heart attack?' 'I don't find fat women sexy.' The last one was certainly a new one on me as I am actually two stone lighter than when we first met (still 4 stone overweight now) and it never bothered him then.
After 3 weeks of crying and not sleeping, sending him texts with no response, him ignoring my phone calls (his Facebook messenger is permanently lit up) I realise I deserve better than this.
I have deleted his mobile number so I am not tempted to contact him and now I will focus on myself.
That is where this weightloss diary comes in. My main goal is to lose the excess 4 stone so I can feel good about myself; feel fit, strong and sexy again. I am hoping journaling the process will help keep me on track.
So today I weigh in at 15st 7 and have a goal of 11st 7, sometime soon... well in the next six months anyway.
I will calorie count 1500 calories a day, exercise a bit (I aren't a fan) and weigh in weekly!!
A few things about me: mum of two gorgeous kids. I love wine, chocolate and TV crime dramas. I don't like cruelty, driving on the motorway and being ghosted by a useless man.
Let the transformation begin.....
Thanks for reading Cloudy