I want a life .I want people to see me for who I am ...My Diary for ME
I am Fat there is no getting away from that . I am also funny ,good company ,a loyal friend and a good listener .I am also lonely ,I have no one to talk too and I don't go out socially .Its my own fault I lost all my confidence and stopped going out plus my clothes didn't fit .
cant blame anyone only myself .Now all my friends have stopped asking me to go out .I am depressed and I'm taking it out on my husband and my children all because I'm fat and who can I blame ME ! who is the only person that can do anything about it Me.. I am going to lose everything soon .So today I begin. I have eaten last night Chinese ,the chocolate the biscuits and I am not going to wait till tomorrow because it never comes .Right here Right Now ..I would love someone to listen to tell me how they feel .I know I'm not the only person who feels like this .
My diet begins . I will be back tomorrow all of you take care xx bee