Welcome! Congratulations on quitting smoking, your a strong and determined person and i'm sure as the weight drops off you'll become even stronger/more determined.
There are many recipes online.
I believe some of the most popular are the cheesecake made with quark (the cheese topping is syn free so its your decision how many syns you have by which base you choose - tasty with oreos!).
Also the weetabix and banana cake is apparently very tasty although i...
Aw, I can completley relate to your story about the Chinese and clothes shopping! Good luck, Kate looked stunning on her big day, definitley a thinspiration! xxxx
Hey, don't let this drag you down! Start tomorrow as a new day because thats the best thing you can do in this situation. The worst thing to do is let it bother you and give up! Don't worry, everyone has a day like this every once in a while.