Camplestar
Silver Member
Hey guys. I am back (for the millionth time).
My goal this year is to get to 11st or less ( I dream of 10 but think I would look ill). I have lost 2 stone already since August but Christmas wasn't brill on the eating side. So I start at 17st 10lbs.
I have finally found a really amazing guy who has friend zoned me. We fit together perfectly and agree of so much stuff but be doesn't have any attraction for me as more than friends. He says it isn't, but I am 99% sure that it is my weight that puts him off. You need to be sexually attracted to someone so I can't blame him. Anyway my point is I am sick of repelling the nice decent guys. I want sex appeal. I want to be attractive. I highly doubt I will ever get out of this friend zone (we are really close, talk every day, go out all the time etc) but I want to attract the next guy I like. Therefore my first real goal of the year is to lose 2st 10 by the 26th March when I am performing in a show (with him). I will then be 15st and hopefully won't just get stuck with 'whatever costume will fit'.
My second goal is to be 14st by 15th May. This is my graduation. 3 years of a law degree and I do not want to have fat graduation photos for the rest of my life. I want the gown to flow down my body, not stick to the lumps and bumps.
I am also opening a dance school next week and let's be honest a fat dancer teacher doesn't look great. So it's time to start looking professional.
And I just want to feel good about being me. And look good in my body. Be able to actually look in the mirror in the mornings and feel like I can take my clothes off when I finally get a man. This is my year and I am going to do it.
Good luck everyone.
Jess xxx
Start weight 19st 9.8
Goal 1 lose half a stone - done
Goal 2 lose 1 stone - done
Goal 3 lose 1 stone 7 - done
Goal 4 lose 2 stone
Goal 5 lose 2 stone 7
Goal 6 lose 3 stone
Goal 7 lose 3 stone 7
Goal 8 lose 4 stone
Current weight - 17st 10.6
My goal this year is to get to 11st or less ( I dream of 10 but think I would look ill). I have lost 2 stone already since August but Christmas wasn't brill on the eating side. So I start at 17st 10lbs.
I have finally found a really amazing guy who has friend zoned me. We fit together perfectly and agree of so much stuff but be doesn't have any attraction for me as more than friends. He says it isn't, but I am 99% sure that it is my weight that puts him off. You need to be sexually attracted to someone so I can't blame him. Anyway my point is I am sick of repelling the nice decent guys. I want sex appeal. I want to be attractive. I highly doubt I will ever get out of this friend zone (we are really close, talk every day, go out all the time etc) but I want to attract the next guy I like. Therefore my first real goal of the year is to lose 2st 10 by the 26th March when I am performing in a show (with him). I will then be 15st and hopefully won't just get stuck with 'whatever costume will fit'.
My second goal is to be 14st by 15th May. This is my graduation. 3 years of a law degree and I do not want to have fat graduation photos for the rest of my life. I want the gown to flow down my body, not stick to the lumps and bumps.
I am also opening a dance school next week and let's be honest a fat dancer teacher doesn't look great. So it's time to start looking professional.
And I just want to feel good about being me. And look good in my body. Be able to actually look in the mirror in the mornings and feel like I can take my clothes off when I finally get a man. This is my year and I am going to do it.
Good luck everyone.
Jess xxx
Start weight 19st 9.8
Goal 1 lose half a stone - done
Goal 2 lose 1 stone - done
Goal 3 lose 1 stone 7 - done
Goal 4 lose 2 stone
Goal 5 lose 2 stone 7
Goal 6 lose 3 stone
Goal 7 lose 3 stone 7
Goal 8 lose 4 stone
Current weight - 17st 10.6