Rae of Sunshine
New Member
Hi all - I'm new on here.
I'm now in week four...and cracking !
I was ok for the first two weeks - infact I was doing really well...I lost 1st 4 in my first two weeks...then I think I got cocky with myself and thought - It'll be ok if I eat something - so I exchanged some packs for food and I'm now so depressed...I JUST ate a sausage - I'm so angry with ME. I came on here to see if anyone else was the same and I saw thre were others too.
I need to get back onto my packs properly...
I just had my weigh in and my third week was 1.5lbs - WHAT - I'm so peed at myself. :break_diet:
I'm actually crying while writing this as I'm so mad. My family are so supportive, I don't want to tell them I let me and them down.
I just want to give up. I hate it all.
I know I shouldn't - but I'm now in the mind as to say - it'll be ok, I'll change tomorrow. GRRRRRR I'm a stupid fat cow.
Sorry to have such an agressive and depressing entry - but I know you all know how it is !!! If anyone can knock me out of this stupid thought patten - please throw a punch at me and hit me square on the nose - I need it.
A sad and depressed
Rae:break_diet::wave_cry::cry:
I'm now in week four...and cracking !
I was ok for the first two weeks - infact I was doing really well...I lost 1st 4 in my first two weeks...then I think I got cocky with myself and thought - It'll be ok if I eat something - so I exchanged some packs for food and I'm now so depressed...I JUST ate a sausage - I'm so angry with ME. I came on here to see if anyone else was the same and I saw thre were others too.
I need to get back onto my packs properly...
I just had my weigh in and my third week was 1.5lbs - WHAT - I'm so peed at myself. :break_diet:
I'm actually crying while writing this as I'm so mad. My family are so supportive, I don't want to tell them I let me and them down.
I just want to give up. I hate it all.
I know I shouldn't - but I'm now in the mind as to say - it'll be ok, I'll change tomorrow. GRRRRRR I'm a stupid fat cow.
Sorry to have such an agressive and depressing entry - but I know you all know how it is !!! If anyone can knock me out of this stupid thought patten - please throw a punch at me and hit me square on the nose - I need it.
A sad and depressed
Rae:break_diet::wave_cry::cry: