tangerine12
Full Member
Urggghhhh I don't like the person I've become. I'm scared to step on the scales as I am definitely the fattest I've ever been. I can't get clothes to fit. I wear leggings all day long and at work I wear the same 2 dresses all week. I hate it. I hate myself. My skin is horrible. My hair is horrible. I haven't been intimate with my partner at all this yr. He hasn't said I've put a load of weight on but I know he doesn't find me attractive anymore. I'm irritable and snappy and I know he's always wondering what mood I'm going to be in. I guess I weigh about 18stone 8 or 9 lbs. I've been trying and trying to loose and last 3 wks before I eat a packet of biscuits and a huge family size bar of chocolate.
What I have learned is I can't do this myself. I just can't. Im hoping to get a lot of guidance and support here. I have a 9 month old and I want to be confident enough to take her to the park and soft play without feeling that I just want to hide away.
I don't want to be super slim. Maybe just 14stone would do me a size 16 I would be happy.
Please help me be a happy person. I'm looking forward to getting to know u all x
What I have learned is I can't do this myself. I just can't. Im hoping to get a lot of guidance and support here. I have a 9 month old and I want to be confident enough to take her to the park and soft play without feeling that I just want to hide away.
I don't want to be super slim. Maybe just 14stone would do me a size 16 I would be happy.
Please help me be a happy person. I'm looking forward to getting to know u all x