yesdarling
Member
Hi everyone,
Wow, I'm actually doing this. Years and years of thinking about being a lighter person and never doing anything about it and somethig in my brain has finally clicked. I have to do something about my weight. I am 19 stone at 5'8" ... I don't know why I am so shocked by my weight considering my eating habits and in total denial about how I look from the shoulders down. I own zero full length mirrors and look away from window reflections of myself. I comfort eat, I eat out of bordom, I eat without even realising I am eating as if I am on auto pilot. I eat when I am tired. When I am anxious. Food has been an emotional crutch for me for years. And, seeing that number. NINETEEN on my scales finally has frightened the life out of me.
I'm ready. I 'm terrified to give up my best friend - FOOD. That friend that is only there for a moment and leaves me feeling eventually empty and not liking myself very much.
Thankfully, my DH is very supportive. However, I am reaching out for support from anyone who will give it. That is why I am here.
Best of of luck to all of you and I Look forward to our weight loss journey together.
yesdarling x
Wow, I'm actually doing this. Years and years of thinking about being a lighter person and never doing anything about it and somethig in my brain has finally clicked. I have to do something about my weight. I am 19 stone at 5'8" ... I don't know why I am so shocked by my weight considering my eating habits and in total denial about how I look from the shoulders down. I own zero full length mirrors and look away from window reflections of myself. I comfort eat, I eat out of bordom, I eat without even realising I am eating as if I am on auto pilot. I eat when I am tired. When I am anxious. Food has been an emotional crutch for me for years. And, seeing that number. NINETEEN on my scales finally has frightened the life out of me.
I'm ready. I 'm terrified to give up my best friend - FOOD. That friend that is only there for a moment and leaves me feeling eventually empty and not liking myself very much.
Thankfully, my DH is very supportive. However, I am reaching out for support from anyone who will give it. That is why I am here.
Best of of luck to all of you and I Look forward to our weight loss journey together.
yesdarling x