Hi BCP, thanks for dropping by! Hope you're doing well - it's great to know you're feeling better and are around and posting again! Will pop into your diary to catch up on your news...
Haven't really kept track today - will see if I can remember.
Why is it that I start off the day SO organised and sorted and have everything planned out with how much I'm going to achieve, etc etc etc, and then it all falls apart at almost exactly 4:26pm?? I felt so much more happy and settled this morning than I do now. Or at least, than I did before the kiddoes went to bed. I need to stop letting them dictate my mood! I'M the grown-up here!
Anyhoo, food.
Brekkie: coffee, milk, sugar 2 syns. Honeydew.
Another coffee, milk with splenda. only drank half.
Snack; sparkle juice, half a satsuma
Lunch; (post-shopping feast!) syn-free lincolnshire sausage, mash and beans.
Snack: 1 cream cracker with marg and bovril (2.5 syns), 2 ryvita, Cuppatea Lady Grey with splenda and splash milk
Supper: erm. Haven't really had supper.
I've eaten tho. Which isn't really a good sign...
Alright. I'm being totally honest here! total 3 light cow cheeses, handful of turkey slices, handful of smoked ham slices, handful of shreddies (1.5 syns), thought about chopping and eating some raw veggies but didn't do it, had a pot of ambrosia rice pudding instead (fussy toddler reject) (guessing 2.5 as it was a 55g pot), aldi Groovy biscuit (6 syns), glass of leftover white wine, (prob about 7 or 8 syns)
It's obvious that things will work out better for me if I plan and prepare, but what should I do if it all falls apart and I don't have a back-up SW Quiche in the fridge? I'm okay with the taste of Mugshots these days (wasn't sure at first) but I hafta be honest - I don't feel at my best when I eat them regularly. Is it maybe a preservative issue?
I don't mean to get away from the point though. I often feel like I need a babysitter to watch me and correct my mistakes, and stop me from having that cookie/cereal bar (that actually belongs to the kids!) or from pouring that glass of wine.
I know what I need to do. Increase exercise, cut out all wine, get the fl*p out of the kitchen and up to bed *before* 10pm. 9:30 even. (WHOO!)
And it's up to me to just do it. There is no magical fairy godmother or babysitter/handholder to help, just me (with you guys being my little cheerleaders in the background!)
I know this. What's stopping me?
:/