Misty Dee
Full Member
Pre-contemplation...
Let the painful end of eating real food commence...
Today I give up food...well solid food
Seems simple enugh.....I have proved my mettle and fought my demons, given up the dreaded ciggarettes and put years on my life....
Surely giving up solid food in favour of soups and shakes will be simple, I am after all, simply trying to save my life again and regain my collar bones....
I fully expect to be exceedingly hungry and if I lose the run of myself and inadvertantly salt, pepper and eat a small city I will brush the crumbs from my lips and soldier on....
Day 1 - week 1
This day was was ok if i ignore the mind numbing, excrutiating boredom. I hadnt realised that eating was a fun activity until I stopped...
Drinking shakes was pretty bland and I longed for cheese and onion crisps to break up my day....
Day 2
I feel sooooo good, strangely i feel like my my insides have been cleansed and I enjoyed my morning shake
Day 3
Water, water, everywhere....Drinking water is getting on my last nerve.... It's not enough that I am starving myself, I also have to fill myself fit to bursting with water and permanently take up residence in the loo to get it all back out again!! I really want to cut out the middle man and just pour the water directly in the loo
When i lose this weight i will slap myself silly if I even think about stuffing my face, because I am soooo not doing this again
Day 6
Arguing with myself....
Luckily, i'm still not feeling hungry but today I craved something delicious to pop in my mouth and chew.....chocolate, fried chicken, crisps anything firm and tasty....
I argued with myself....
ME: I want crisps
ME: You can't have any
ME: But I really, really want them
ME: Well you can't
ME: But I can almost taste them
ME: You can't have any because you are a fat lardy arse whose belly resembles a jelly
ME: Whose idea was this flipping diet?
ME: Yours...
AND I won......
Day 7
I may be hallucinating through food deprivation but i think my stomach may be flatter!! Is this wishful thinking manifesting as hallucintion or could this not eating solid food lark actually be working?!
First weigh In tomorrow....hoping for marvellous things....dropping the size of a small infant would be greatttt
Let the painful end of eating real food commence...
Today I give up food...well solid food
Seems simple enugh.....I have proved my mettle and fought my demons, given up the dreaded ciggarettes and put years on my life....
Surely giving up solid food in favour of soups and shakes will be simple, I am after all, simply trying to save my life again and regain my collar bones....
I fully expect to be exceedingly hungry and if I lose the run of myself and inadvertantly salt, pepper and eat a small city I will brush the crumbs from my lips and soldier on....
Day 1 - week 1
This day was was ok if i ignore the mind numbing, excrutiating boredom. I hadnt realised that eating was a fun activity until I stopped...
Drinking shakes was pretty bland and I longed for cheese and onion crisps to break up my day....
Day 2
I feel sooooo good, strangely i feel like my my insides have been cleansed and I enjoyed my morning shake
Day 3
Water, water, everywhere....Drinking water is getting on my last nerve.... It's not enough that I am starving myself, I also have to fill myself fit to bursting with water and permanently take up residence in the loo to get it all back out again!! I really want to cut out the middle man and just pour the water directly in the loo
When i lose this weight i will slap myself silly if I even think about stuffing my face, because I am soooo not doing this again
Day 6
Arguing with myself....
Luckily, i'm still not feeling hungry but today I craved something delicious to pop in my mouth and chew.....chocolate, fried chicken, crisps anything firm and tasty....
I argued with myself....
ME: I want crisps
ME: You can't have any
ME: But I really, really want them
ME: Well you can't
ME: But I can almost taste them
ME: You can't have any because you are a fat lardy arse whose belly resembles a jelly
ME: Whose idea was this flipping diet?
ME: Yours...
AND I won......
Day 7
I may be hallucinating through food deprivation but i think my stomach may be flatter!! Is this wishful thinking manifesting as hallucintion or could this not eating solid food lark actually be working?!
First weigh In tomorrow....hoping for marvellous things....dropping the size of a small infant would be greatttt