I really need to get back into this. I know my parents are horrified with my weight (I'm 12.5 stones and 5 foot 6). I know my OH probably thinks I'm over the cute but cuddly limit now too.
I know all this but for the last 2 years I've not cared a jot. Well I've cared and I feel awful myself and want to lose 2 stones but I just don't seem to have the motivation or the will power to do it.
I hate the way I look with my flabby baby belly and my spare tyre that sticks way out infront of my 34G boobs so this time I really need to do it for myself more than anything.
I hate being in photos that aren't just of my head and I don't want my wee boy to grow up with me hating the photos that we're in together. Mostly I feel like crying about it all but I know I just need to get on with it.
So from Monday (get back from hols on Sunday) I will be following EE on the SW plan. I'll prob be about 13 stone by the time i get back so maybe it will be 2.5stones I need to lose but to be honest I'd prob be happy at 11 stones.
No need to reply to this, just needed to offload. I think I might keep a diary, keep myself sane.
I know all this but for the last 2 years I've not cared a jot. Well I've cared and I feel awful myself and want to lose 2 stones but I just don't seem to have the motivation or the will power to do it.
I hate the way I look with my flabby baby belly and my spare tyre that sticks way out infront of my 34G boobs so this time I really need to do it for myself more than anything.
I hate being in photos that aren't just of my head and I don't want my wee boy to grow up with me hating the photos that we're in together. Mostly I feel like crying about it all but I know I just need to get on with it.
So from Monday (get back from hols on Sunday) I will be following EE on the SW plan. I'll prob be about 13 stone by the time i get back so maybe it will be 2.5stones I need to lose but to be honest I'd prob be happy at 11 stones.
No need to reply to this, just needed to offload. I think I might keep a diary, keep myself sane.