Kes
Gold Member
im not exactly feeling better.... i physically feel better in the i think and hope that the worst of my HORRID monthly is over. but today im so emotional!!!
i dont know how to describe it exactly....
i had a dream about an ex (well i dont think we were ever really together but we had a really strong spark and bond) and its brought up so many emotions.....
i have been scowering the internet for his phone number and or email, as he doesnt respond to any of the emails ive sent to the email address that ive got for him...
ive finally just found a telephone number for him.. i dont know why i want to get back in contact with him. as im perfetctly happy in my marriage. (well 99% of the time) but i really dont want to lose his friendship...
but oh my gosh. i just want to cry at the thought of him...
i know what you are all going to say. and thats not to contact him (well most of you might say that anyway, it would only dredge up past that doesnt need to be brought up) but i really need to talk to him. i dont know why... he is accross the other side of the world in my home country (australia if anyone doesnt already know)
im so ahhhhhh i dont know...
i dont know how to describe it exactly....
i had a dream about an ex (well i dont think we were ever really together but we had a really strong spark and bond) and its brought up so many emotions.....
i have been scowering the internet for his phone number and or email, as he doesnt respond to any of the emails ive sent to the email address that ive got for him...
ive finally just found a telephone number for him.. i dont know why i want to get back in contact with him. as im perfetctly happy in my marriage. (well 99% of the time) but i really dont want to lose his friendship...
but oh my gosh. i just want to cry at the thought of him...
i know what you are all going to say. and thats not to contact him (well most of you might say that anyway, it would only dredge up past that doesnt need to be brought up) but i really need to talk to him. i dont know why... he is accross the other side of the world in my home country (australia if anyone doesnt already know)
im so ahhhhhh i dont know...