eddiesmum2002
Full Member
Well guys after my exemplary week this week I ended it with a bang, blew all caution out the window & had a grand total of 93 syns!
Bloody marvellous! Except now I feel like total and utter ***** and completely deserve a gain on Friday for weigh in. Ridiculous, I hate that I do this to myself.
I need a straight jacket for weekends, or to just sleep continually. So frustrating, I don't know what drives me to it.
THOROUGHLY PISSED OFF with myself.
Excuse the language & the rant, had to vent somewhere expect n sympathy, was me that filled my fat bloody face just wish I could bottle this guilt and use it as a weapon against the saturday motivational slump!!!
:cry::cry::cry:
Bloody marvellous! Except now I feel like total and utter ***** and completely deserve a gain on Friday for weigh in. Ridiculous, I hate that I do this to myself.
I need a straight jacket for weekends, or to just sleep continually. So frustrating, I don't know what drives me to it.
THOROUGHLY PISSED OFF with myself.
Excuse the language & the rant, had to vent somewhere expect n sympathy, was me that filled my fat bloody face just wish I could bottle this guilt and use it as a weapon against the saturday motivational slump!!!
:cry::cry::cry: