Abi's weightloss diary - post jaw surgery

[jennybeth79]

all hail to you as you have super power and resist... I will one day

 

[abz]

ha. i'm surprised to find someone who's heard of them. of course they would have to be many years younger than me....

i never said i was mature...

can't wait for camp rock to arrive... hope it's in tomorrow's post. maybe it will cheer me up a bit.

i'm desperate for that bloody food and i'm pissy as a result, ha. might listen to the jonas brothers again for a bit. they are so cheesy you can't help but smile a wee bit

abz xx

 

[abz]

ha. super power?? i wish. but if i had a super power it wouldn't be to resist. it would be to eat everything i wanted without the calories.

i was even wondering (with all the star trek i've been watching) whether holofood on the holodeck could be eating without calories and whether it tasted as nice... and then i decided i had finally gone mad... and that was a couple of days ago.

i'm going to be a loon shortly...

 

[jennybeth79]

LMAO
well you sound as looney as I was getting.. feeling much better after eaing but I know Im gonna have to go through losing weight again and getting back in ketosis...
To be honest I always said I would do ths diet as long as I didnt feel really ill....today I felt very faint alot of the time..I think it was walking through shopping centre for 6 hours on only water...
But oh well I feel better now...

 

[abz]

well hopefully you've learned the lesson that you always have to have packs with you

it's something i had to do last time i was on cd... and believe me i only did it once!! ha.

listening to cheesy music is helping the mood maybe i should have it all implanted into my brain!!

abz xx

 

[Jim]

Good morning abz, mist of that went whooshing over my head. must be an age or girly thing.

 

[abz]

or a bit of both jim

well i resisted food

got up this morning, weigh in day and my weight has gone up... figures... so i'm wondering if i'm getting a lovely hormonal surge as my fat burns up. ah well...

so i'm looking at a loss of around 5lbs for my cdc's scales, which isn't too bad. bit disappointing in the realm of first cd weeks however...

never mind it will go. i just want it to go FAST.

i feel like absolute crap this morning. my head hurts, i feel so so so so thirsty (something i'm about to remedy) and i have ikea and possibly wallpapering to look forward to... and i really can't be arsed. but needs must and all that.

i feel like i have no energy whatsoever this morning. bleurgh..

abz xx

 

[dietingqueen]

Abz,

i wonder if your one of those pple that CD dont agree with....lol you know the one in a million!!!!!

well done for sticking in there....it will pay off x

Is totm due(possible weight gain)

nas x

 

[abz]

it's not due nas, but given how cd plays with your hormones it's quite possible.

and cd has to agree with me because nothing else does!! ha.

am starting to glug my water. am going to make myself a coffee shortly.

abz xx

 

[dietingqueen]

coffee will help ya wake up..... did ya sleep well last night?

 

[abz]

not too badly i don't think, but my phone woke me up prematurely this morning as its battery ran out, ha. but i got more sleep than i have done recently...

abz xx

 

[dietingqueen]

OOoOO i always wake up groggy when that happens too!!!!!

well i dont want to but am gonna have to go tidy up.... ironed last night... so have piles of ironed clothes everywhere... and things hanging lol x

 

[abz]

ha. well at least it's already ironed nas

i'm just grumpy i guess and my tummy is starting to hurt. so i'm guessing hormones are interfering... grrr. it's also just occurred to me that this is going to make totm very difficult to predict for my wedding if i'm not coming off ss until a month before... gah!!

 

[Jim]

Does CD mess your hormones about then, I've not heard about that with Atkins abz.

 

[Smiley Bon]

Hello Miss Abz

How are you doing? you don't seem to be around today, but you said something on here about going to Ikea and that are you decorating your house or a friends?

How are the contacts now?

How is CD going? I hope your moods stablise a bit soon :S sounds like it's being hard poor you! Just think of the results though, I can't wait til your special day I am still feeling really excited about it

Well I just wanted to say Hello hope you're ok Abi. I sent you an email earlier, I am having a loooong day. Am sure i'll see you around at some point soon though

Byeeee

 

[Gemstone]

Hi Abz - Just been catching up (afraid I skimmed a bit cos you've been busy) and realize you are CDing again (pauses to put armour on) so I wish you luck with your progress. You will soon be a beautiful bride (curvy brides are lovely too so you'll look good whatever) and breathe a sigh of relief x

 

[abz]

hey

turns out i'm a master of wallpapering. for some reason my maid of honour thought i would know what i was doing. having never wallpapered in my life it turned out i wasn't there to help, i was there to do... which i did rather perfectly

i am rather chuffed as she does so much for me and i rarely get to do anything for her other than babysit so am glad it turned out well... would have been awful if it had looked awful, ha. but it turns out my first ever wallpapering experience went rather well

abz xx

 

[abz]

i am going to have chicken tonight i think. have an ss+ night. hopefully this will prevent me going insane, won't really effect my weightloss and will stop me going on a mad binge at some point.

we'll see how i feel after weigh in...

i feel like i'm really cheating and feeling really guilty for eating. and i don't want to fall into that trap either. so i figure the odd ss+ day may do me good. but i want to be able to look forward to it on weigh in night, so i think that will be the plan

abz xx

 

[jennybeth79]

How was WI horray home and tell us!!!

 

[Minz]

Well done on the wallpapering Abz - I'm sure your friend was thrilled.....and I agree, the odd SS+ day is better than going off the rails....I had good losses on SS+ when i did it. Just hold the 'dress' thought and you'll get there in no time.