well there has been a big important meeting at work and of course all the leftover food has been given to us for some reason.
so i have sandwiches, wraps, fruit and cake just right there. right THERE. but i'm not eating it
apparently the guy sitting next to me wants to eat it later so it's staying there too.
i did think, however, well, why would you want to eat someone's leftovers in any case... but i would be much happier if it wasn't there. they smell lovely.
well our boss was in the meeting. i'm sure he thought we would scoff it (well, the chap that sits next to me eats constantly ) but i wish it was gone. it's still there, winking
nah. i've pretty much forgotten about it until you mentioned it jim. plus. i see it as testing my resolve. after all. OH keeps making toasties every ruddy night. thankfully he's taken to putting salami in them and i can't stand the smell
well i have frantically cleaned the bathroom and wiped myself out!!
so OH is doing the kitchen. the living room is ok. just needs a bit of a tidy. so i'm hiding away now. feel like i can barely move, ha. sometimes i forget how few calories we have
am kind of considering a lovely long bath to enjoy my good work but at the same time i just want to go to bed, ha.
well done on the cleaning Abz and well done for resisting the food at the meeting ...your doing amazing!!!
Ive been feeling ill today so I slept all afternoon...unfortunately means Ive not got through the water Ive only had 1 litre. Only had one shake when I made kids tea. I finally managed to make them food and not eat it. Ive been buying them takeaways for most of the last 2 weeks so I didnt have to touch the food and could just throw cartons and boxes at them ...decided not going to be good to have a slim mum and obsese kids so I made them chicken carrots and potatoes today YAY Im a good mummy.... for once!
I didnt even want to eat though really not feeling well... very sickly and achey
don't worry taz. the living room is still a mess, but i'm hoping, with good traffic, i might be able to sort that before you turn up although with bad traffic you'll be there before we are, ha. but i'm sure you'll cope
i ended up going to bed at around 8 last night. of course i didn't get to sleep but i dozed in and out for a couple of hours before finally getting to sleep around 10-11. so at least the silly couple of hours dozing was before i wanted to get to sleep... ha. so am a bit more awake but not much, ha. gagging for a cup of tea actually. if i can muster up some skimmed milk from someone at the office i may just have some...
i have realised that by the end of the day i will have completed two weeks of cambridge. i can't believe it's been that long already!!
my scales show that since monday so far i've lost 1/4 lb. so that's rather gutting, but hopefully i'll get a whoosh soon enough. i was great with my water yesterday and intend to be great with it again today
thanks jim. i know i will. how can i not. but my body seems to work against me every step of the way!! at least it will be a good incentive to stay at goal weight. i can't imagine having to go through all of this again!!
me neither jim. and it's infuriating. I'm hoping it will settle down and it was my implant that was messing my losses up last time i was 100%. I had a good loss last week (according to my scales anyways) so i can't expect miracles this week. not getting weighed by my cdc until a week on monday in any case so hopefully my little cardboard thingy will look impressive enough