Saw my mum at the weekend for the first time since CD and she said I looked great so that was nice but she took a few photos of me and I think I look terrible. I have always despised photos of me because of my weight but even though I'm half way there on my weight loss and a healthy BMI now, I still think I look fat and awful and just plain ugly. The stuff I was wearing looked terrible even though it was new and I have no waist!! I guess I expected to look like a completely different person now I've gone on a diet and I just don't. I know none of you know what I look like so couldn't possibly comment - it's just the realisation that I can try and lose loads of weight but I'll never look like a model!!!