Ah honey - don't feel down - hardly any of us will look like models when we've finished dieting. Let's face it most of what we see of models/celebs in mags etc is all airbrushing anyway - I bet a lot of them are right mingers in the flesh.
You've done really well - over half your target - well done you!. If you don't like what you look like have you ever tried going shopping with a personal shopper? They look at you with completely new eyes and will get you try on loads of styles etc you've never probably thought of before. Alternatively you could look for some advice on how to dress for your shape etc - there are loads of magazines etc that offer all sorts of advice like that.
I hate photos of myself even now, almost 12 stone lighter. I still see a fat blimpy woman with crap skin, saggy boobs, a backside that's given up trying to defy gravity and a stomach - well 2 actually - that just have to be seen to be believed! And if I told you what my legs/varicose veins and bat wing arms were like you'd burst into tears - it's hideous!
But, having said all that, I'm a lot healthier, know I can fit into most clothes sizes in "normal" shops and I know nobody is really looking at me and thinking "look at the state of her" even tho I still feel they are.
Concentrate on how good you feel inside - that's the important thing - the rest is vanity - your health is paramount. Post a picture of yourself and I bet you get loads of true compliments, you are not ugly you just don't look like a model and what we see of them is all fake anyway.
Chin up, keep going and love yourself a bit more!
Love,
A
xxxx
