And me! Seems like we're all very similar. You need to do what you feel is best, but maybe keep coming on here? Doesn't matter if you are not actually following it perfectly, surely trying to follow it a bit, even if you do go over is better than not doing it at all? Mind you, I totally get where you are coming from as someone who's just come off a 'rest' - I can only do it when I'm really right in my head, but I'm getting there just from having you few ladies on here to talk to about it the last couple of days. It's taken me 5 days of 'trying' and I still haven't gotten back on fully - but I'm feeling positive for now and I'm going to try not to go over points today. All I know is that I don't like how I look, I want to be slimmer and I know that I'm going to have to get a grip at some point, when I don't try at all I have no self control and my weight goes up by about 7lbs a month (if I'm lucky!). Hugs for you both whatever you decide xxx