Jeew's journey from 22 stone: Just entering the Teens next stop (deep) into the 19s
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Re: Jeew's journey from 22 stone: Next stop the 19s
Well I went to V festival and im glad I did the excercise I did before I went or would have never survived all the walking and carrying. I ended taking my oldest son last min as my bf couldnt come with me. His dad and dads gf were going to v too. My son raved about wanting to be with dad all the time we were there even though id taken him there. Now we are home his background on his laptop is a photo of his dad...him and dads gf. Its like it doesnt matter that I took him or that I wanted a great life memory with him
im just embarassing mum. Its so unfair ..his dad didnt want access at all to him till he was 11 and that was only obtained coz I was persistant in trying to get his interest for my son. Now at 13 dad is god and dads gf has loads of money can take him anywhere buy designer clothes and drives a sports car. Im just skint boring embarassing mum whos loved and cared for him no matter what all his life. Feel like I just embarass him and im too fat feels like ive lost him love my baby so much and he doesnt want me anymore.
Well I went to V festival and im glad I did the excercise I did before I went or would have never survived all the walking and carrying. I ended taking my oldest son last min as my bf couldnt come with me. His dad and dads gf were going to v too. My son raved about wanting to be with dad all the time we were there even though id taken him there. Now we are home his background on his laptop is a photo of his dad...him and dads gf. Its like it doesnt matter that I took him or that I wanted a great life memory with him
im just embarassing mum. Its so unfair ..his dad didnt want access at all to him till he was 11 and that was only obtained coz I was persistant in trying to get his interest for my son. Now at 13 dad is god and dads gf has loads of money can take him anywhere buy designer clothes and drives a sports car. Im just skint boring embarassing mum whos loved and cared for him no matter what all his life. Feel like I just embarass him and im too fat feels like ive lost him love my baby so much and he doesnt want me anymore.
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Well I went to V festival and im glad I did the excercise I did before I went or would have never survived all the walking and carrying. I ended taking my oldest son last min as my bf couldnt come with me. His dad and dads gf were going to v too. My son raved about wanting to be with dad all the time we were there even though id taken him there. Now we are home his background on his laptop is a photo of his dad...him and dads gf. Its like it doesnt matter that I took him or that I wanted a great life memory with him
hi jeew
nice to see you back hun im sorry to read the v festival did not go as you planned i hate people like is father only want them when there grown up with no more nappy changes and feel like they can now buy there affection with gifts and poor old mum is sat in the corner hurt .......... this was like reading my friends life she is in the same boat as you like i said to her and i will to you do not blame yourself your a bloody good mum you have gone without so your kids can have thingsd your not boring and you have done so well with your weight loss journey so far
to your son it was something new do not worry love it will be ok x x x x
jeew
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Well back dieting today and I have put on one pound since the V festival....annoying thing is in the last 20 days I dont seem to have lost any weight. Well I have started the Dukan Diet see whether it shifts any weight fir me. Ive borrowed the books from the library
Dukan start 20th Aug 2013 DAY ONE ......off we go again ....todays weight 20st 6lbs
Dukan start 20th Aug 2013 DAY ONE ......off we go again ....todays weight 20st 6lbs
sammianthalea
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My grandmother would shoot me if I refused biscuits or cake from her. So I've devised a plan. I take along something that I can have.
I'm on Dukan and there are oatbran biscuits and crackers that we can have on the diet (and biscuits made from Goji berries too) so I take those along and eat those whenever she cracks out the biscuit tin. It's a real life saver because I don't feel deprived and she doesn't want to smack me for being rude.
jeew
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Re: Jeew's journey from 22 stone: Next stop the 19s
Thanks for your advise. Tried making cookies yesterday they were very eeeek
Will try again sometime.
Well dukan diet suggests regular weighing to keep motivated and on track which i was doing anyway coz i check it all the time normally in secret....
So drum roll.....after day 1 on dukan I have lost 2 lbs and I am now 20st 4lbs.. .
Thanks for your advise. Tried making cookies yesterday they were very eeeek
Will try again sometime.
Well dukan diet suggests regular weighing to keep motivated and on track which i was doing anyway coz i check it all the time normally in secret....
So drum roll.....after day 1 on dukan I have lost 2 lbs and I am now 20st 4lbs.. .
jeew
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Well Morning 4 of Attack and Ive lost another pound making my loss so far on attack 7lbs!!!!!!!!
IM IN THE TEENS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I know only just but its a great moment 19stone 13lbs WOOP WOOP!!!!! Loving this diet although missing my fruit and veg....hard to imagine that until stage 3 I cant have fruit. Probably be no fruit for a year nearly!!!!
IM IN THE TEENS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I know only just but its a great moment 19stone 13lbs WOOP WOOP!!!!! Loving this diet although missing my fruit and veg....hard to imagine that until stage 3 I cant have fruit. Probably be no fruit for a year nearly!!!!