My body and what I put in it has obviously changed.............

[stivesliz]

It's great in a way, but not so great feeling poop the next day.

Our book group meets once a month and each of us always brings something nice to eat ( I always do nachos ) and I never have dinner that night.. The food has been getting more rich and more delicious each month and every time I think I should go steady but I still have the cheese, and pastries and sugar etc and the next day I always feel terrible. The wine I have does not help either! At my heaviest , and most low, I would drink at least a bottle of red every night but now I have probably one a week shared over a few days. x

 

[Thursday]

last saturday i went out for 'an hour' and hadnt eaten. 6 hours later i went to bed and dreamt of food all night, first i dreamt we were all arguing about where to get a takeaway for so long that they all shut, then i dreamt that my mum took me to kfc for breakfast (???) and forced me to eat chicken for hours and it was vile. i love kfc but now the idea is offputting. good work brain!

 

[donna88]

Sw really has changed us all! My perception of bad is sooo different to what it was before, and the guilt I suffer from being 'bad' is not worth it let alone the sick feeling!

Out of interest does anyone have any 'naughty food dreams' ...keep it clean guys!
I do, all the time, for example 2 nights ago I dreamt I had a Chinese and some prawn crackers. The guilt in the dream and the fear of gaining was horrendous and even when I woke up it took me a while to assure myself (looking at food diary from the previous day lol!) that I hadn't had a Chinese! It's mental!

I had a dream the other week where I ate loads of cream cakes, I felt really guilty in the morning before realising I hadn't actually eaten them.

I also had a scary WI dream once lol, I'd been at my boyfriends mums and had no choice but to be off plan the first night there I dreamt that I got on the scales and they were going between me having lost a few lbs to me gained a few stone. The scales were all wobbly as well and I kept getting told off for not standing still but the scales were moving me about lol